Somebody told me words like 'never' and 'forever' don't exist. Is it really so? It is all relative and nothing is absolute? Why then do we run behind forevers and hold on to the nevers? Where did this need for absoluteness come from? We seek assurance and absolute certainty, yet momentary assurance and momentary certainty is all we get.
Then the merry go round goes again. round and round and round, coming back to the same spot. Like always. Like ever before.Nothing changes. You go all around only to come back to the same spot. The spot where it all began, where the ride began. Round and round and round.

randomness

Yesterday went away like a dream and I thank you for making it so beautiful. I am yet to know what life is all about as I see it passing by me so quickly, I get scared.
A need for a partner exists so that somebody can witness your life, a need for children so that you continue to remain after you die, a need to be remembered long after you are gone.... All these needs drive you to work for society, family, friends and what not...
Yet, as I live, I fail to witness my own life! It is such an irony.. Even after knowing its all in me, and I just need to be, I continue running around, It is an irony...

randomness

All my life, I valued friends a lot. I have worked on relations, loved and given a lot. Hurt people too at times. All this while I had a feeling that I mattered after all, I am cared after all. But a point comes in your life, when you begin to question every relation around you. What is friendship all about? Is it sharing bits of your life with someone? or just being there? What if the other person, ain't sharing.. then? Does that mean you are valued less? Or that you are just expecting more?
Relationship equations are extremely weird. It is difficult to judge a relation by someone 's actions yet you only have actions to vouch for. Words are anyway flimsy, if you see that way, actions are flimsy too. To know love and seek happiness is an eternal need. To seek that in a relationship is stupidity, to seek in a friendship even more stupid......

Demons in me

Tried and tested so many ways to put the demons to rest. They are born out of me and exist because of me. So how come they seem more powerful than me? Are they truly more powerful than me or I have merely assumed it? Where lies the power then? In that which is my creation and reside in me or the whole of me? If the demons are created by me, they can be destroyed by me as well.. But then as long as I exist, demons exist too. So, the only way to destroy them is to destroy myself. Is there any other way?

Life is indeed very strange..More I think I know it, the less I seem to know about it.