Shades of grey

A search for meaning, purpose and a goal. need to define the chaos around me yet they beyond definition, order seems to be a faraway dream. Can this chaos be perfection in disguise? Is Satan in fact an Angel in disguise? Is it true that Duryodhana was after all a man with a heart of gold? Things would have been lot easier if they were just black and white, but life always comes with shades of grey. shades of grey making it difficult to weigh. judge. comprehend. decide. Blaming becomes a difficult task. Hating someone becomes difficult. Argh! the shades of grey!